Life come at you fast. Sometimes we get too caught up on being so busy that we forget that there were things we did to keep our feet grounded. I got so caught up in a routine of just working and sleeping that I didn't know what else I did before. Even right now as I blog I forgot that on a daily that I used to wake up early enough to plan out my day mentally before embarking on my dreadful day of cutting fish.
Often times we forget how good we have it. There are so many in this economy that are struggling to keep afloat. Where as there are some of us who are still so blind to see that and are stuck on material gain.
Let's not bring upon our personal desires as onto others as if it was the correct way to live. I do what I do, as it is what I want to do, but it is not always what everyone will agree with or want as well. So I know what I may want is not what you may want. Let's just live life, work hard and just support each other to get what it is that we want.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Walk away
Sometimes... well lately it seems like always or all the time for me. I just want to walk away. Just leave, start somewhere else a new with nothing to look back to. Just walk with out looking back, with no word or any desire to go back.
Sometimes it feels as if what I have right now is not what I really want. The more I work towards getting what I want I seem to fall deeper into a hole of not what I want. I mean what I do I do right now it seems like I am just helping everyone else achieve what they want and help them get what they want. Yeah I'm making money and I'm thankful that I have a job right now in this tough economy but I just feel like I'm working towards my demise into an empty and eternal lonely slumber.
Today was just one of many eye opening days. I feel as if I have no self identity. I am immersed into this what ever it is that I am doing that I do not know who I really am. I have no self style, image or foot print. Today was it, I realized it loud and clear. I do not know who I am anymore. I can't differentiate my many personalities I have had to learn to survive in my place.
It feels as if the only option is to turn around and keep walking...
Sometimes it feels as if what I have right now is not what I really want. The more I work towards getting what I want I seem to fall deeper into a hole of not what I want. I mean what I do I do right now it seems like I am just helping everyone else achieve what they want and help them get what they want. Yeah I'm making money and I'm thankful that I have a job right now in this tough economy but I just feel like I'm working towards my demise into an empty and eternal lonely slumber.
Today was just one of many eye opening days. I feel as if I have no self identity. I am immersed into this what ever it is that I am doing that I do not know who I really am. I have no self style, image or foot print. Today was it, I realized it loud and clear. I do not know who I am anymore. I can't differentiate my many personalities I have had to learn to survive in my place.
It feels as if the only option is to turn around and keep walking...
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