Being the one in charge sometimes In theory sounds like a good thing but at times why is it that it feels like the weight of the world in on my shoulders?
I don't know what is it that it takes to accomplish this task but what ever it is that I'm doing just doest seem like enough. So many people depend on me for guidance but sometimes it is me that needs guidance.
I just can't seem to live up to or meet the expectations of the position. At times it seems like an unrealistic position to fill.
We all know our limits and the extent of how far we can go before you fail.
Sunday, January 29, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
New Visions and Goals
Well so many things keep popping up in my head. So many ideas and little time or money to implement them. I hope that I can find a balance and figure something out.
So far my fitness goals seem to slowly get further and further out of reach. I'm starting to realize that my job is just too consuming for what I get out of it. We can all talk about the pros and cons but when at the end of the day everything is laid out on the table i'm the only one losing. How does it work out that I make the same money now as before but have to work twice as hard and longer for it? I might as well go and join a communistic state and be drone in their society.
So far my fitness goals seem to slowly get further and further out of reach. I'm starting to realize that my job is just too consuming for what I get out of it. We can all talk about the pros and cons but when at the end of the day everything is laid out on the table i'm the only one losing. How does it work out that I make the same money now as before but have to work twice as hard and longer for it? I might as well go and join a communistic state and be drone in their society.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)