Monday, September 13, 2010

Working too much or not enough?

I been working a lot... but not as much as I did when I had 2 jobs. It is still a lot though. I mean how many people do you know that works 130+ hours in 2 weeks. Now you must be thinking that i'm making bank... but the truth is i'm a salaried employee so no over time for me.

What I think right now is, am I doing what I want to do? Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life? Or for that matter, am I good at what I do and am I a good leader? Do my guys even respect me in the manner that I have in the past for my head chef?

There are so many things that run through my head and so many things I have to battle with and often I find myself thinking will I survive or just fail like the others?