Sunday, July 4, 2010

I am lost right now...

"A true friend knows your weaknesses but shows you your strengths; feels your fears but fortifies your faith; sees your anxieties but frees your spirit; recognizes your disabilities but emphasizes your possibilities."

- William Arthur Ward (Via Hi Krista)

Right now I think I have things figured out. I mean I go to work, do my duties, finish and leave. I get things done, I make things work and I get all my bills paid at the end of the day. But is this what life is? Am I actually doing the right things and doing what I am supposed to do with an actual plan and action that is always going to work? Or am I just following a set plan that is more of a ritual?

I feel as if I have taken on more than I can handle with my new job. So many things that I have think about all at once and well I know that a lot of what is expected of me is due to my predecessors. It's like I got 50 more things to deal with and all I get is advice on how to do it with out the factor of the new equation put forth. Not only that with the handling of the operations of my previous positions still in affect with the addition of new things to deal with because of the growth. Work, work, work. It's all I have time for in my life now.

This now might have to be the lost blogs now... as now I am lost and will have to continue to search for what it is that I am looking for. Direction, life, balance and love.

You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

- Eleanor Roosevelt (Via Hi Krista)