I do my thing and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations.
And you are not in this world to live up to mine.
You are you and I am me.
And if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
-Fritz Perls, "Gestalt Therapy"
Via Theresa Marie.
This pretty much sums up my life right now. I couldn't have put it any better. Going through a very emotional and stressful time in life. Trying to balance my career with trying to have a personal life. So far work is kicking my butt and I don't have a personal life. Although I am emotionally not ready for a relationship and probably right now unable to with my time I would entertain the idea of one. I mean with the last few years of working to finish school and working I have left myself with little to no time to invest in myself or my personal life.
When I met her it all seemed like it would work out but nothing is as easy as it seems. Do I want more, will there be more and would it even work? Too many things to have to think about and worry about... just what I did not want. I broke too many of my routines, rules and habits for her. Not a good sign and now I just have to figure out what to do. Maybe i'm just letting the stress of life get to me.
