Well with everything going on and with everything I been dealing with I had nothing really I looked forward to. Everyday same old routine. I mean yeah there were the occasional visits from my special friend but like all things that came to an end.
There were no feelings or emotions to tie into but that's a good thing sometimes. I mean yeah she had her secrets and I mine but who knows what will come of it with us parting ways as we did. To me right now maybe a good thing. As it has lead to something or should I say someone who in one week as turned my whole out look on life as it was presently.
My routines been broken, my life is out of the norm for my ocd lifestyle I have been living. I mean everything had to be the same and nothing couldn't be different and then all in one day all rules broken.
one week from now, one month or one year to me is so uncertain now. Last week I could have told you exactly what I would have been doing. Now I can't. I'm ok with that.
Kind of a great way to end my 20's and hopefully she is still around for when I start my 30's.
